She asks me, "what kind of job do you want". I told her; she screamed; kicked me out. I guess I misunderstood her. I mean, it was a fan manufacturer, right?
Gradually degenerating into ignorance and complacency.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Flowers For Algernon
While I am not through reading it, it is the book I am reading now. I saw the sad play and have had the book for a long while, never reading it. It is a sad book, only hints at some flashes of humor from real life perspectives, but as a whole, a journey of sadness. I think that is why I am not running through it. After my friends having hellish weeks, stress in my own life, I am not keen on getting lower through literature.
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free book for review
I was offered and got a free Fort Wayne book. It is quite nice, mostly chronologically arranged detailing, in photographs, the "evolution" as it were of Fort Wayne. I would suggest anyone interested in Fort Wayne's history to Historic Photos of Fort Wayne. There is not a whole lot of text, but well worth your while to read.
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but thine is black
My sister called, and one small feature to not working full time at my in-town job is that I could help her out. She was thinking of buying a Dodge Intrepid, 1999, like mine. Well, it was much cheaper, but lacked some of the amenities mine has as well as some interior structure wear and tear. In all, I think that she didn't get a bad deal from the company. The only real -- now, problem was the breaks. While they didn't squeal, they seemed weak. She bought the car today and took it to another place to fix the brakes. Only now do I think, "have it's memory erased, then it will be over; it will be ours ..." +
+ Star Wars: New Hope
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eyebrow raised, other twitching
It was a stressful weekend -- my anger boiling to a point of wanting to act out, so I walked about 3 hours. I walked in areas where I have never been and saw a few neat things, but mostly just thought and felt. I startled two rabbits from their creek-side burrows Apart from them, the birds, and one cat, I saw nothing of much interest. I did see some very-well hidden businesses that would not be seen by local passerbys as they were off a side street and lacked very large signs. One street had wonderfully lazy road crews tar and gravel the road without removing the manhole covers, so -- they are permanently fixed. Smart, really smart.
The next day, still frustrated as the problem didn't go away really, I walked about 3 some miles and saw a curious raccoon, bewildered by my intrusion, but slowly crawled away into a "safer" spot -- a cover under a bridge. I did not have my camera, but with my slow movements likely put less stress on the animal as I backed up a bit then walked away from it. It looked at me as if I were about to scold it.
My friend who called, reporting this, also had a hell of a weekend. In all -- my stress and anger are ill-suited for my minimal stress. Others, well-deserving a reprieve were granted none. In perspective -- I wish I had carried their load -- their hell with me as I walked. My feet, smearing the mud of wasted and of ill with each step -- eventually empty of most of my load.
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Friday, March 28, 2008
McCain responds to birth
While born on an American Base in Panama, he was 100% conceived in the continental US. He showed a diary entry that "proves" that his mother thought his conception was on a particularly good and interesting day. Meanwhile, he respectfully told detractors to mallard or duck off and to go eat their own boat or ship, I think. "Fargin Bastages?"
Posted by Marcus at 9:18 AM 0 comments
McCanada
Here we're eatin' Harp seals with that nice time-honored tradition of good old clubbing. I understand they do clubbing in big cities, but I don't think that could be right, for there aren't seals there, are there? Anyway, I don't like the new law that I have to club them, cut their throats like an assassin, then gut 'em. I mean, already it's cold out there and to spend more time finding arteries through all that fat ... waste of time. Seal, it's what's for dinner.
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Munich
ok, well done. I might watch it again, but not soon. While watching it, I saw an actor --- he was familiar, how... ah, yes, a Bond movie. In Moonraker, he was the villain Hugo Drax. Yes, Michael Lonsdale aged fairly well and has a messload of acting roles. The scenes, however simple were far from plain, I guess that's what makes it memorable, the cinematography, not Munich itself.
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Thursday, March 27, 2008
Now we see the idiocy inherant in their system
Oh ... my ... word! Another tour to the creation museum and now you hear from two tour guides, the absurdity of their ideas. So, there were how many generations of 800 year-old people?
No, no, no ... you had me at, T-Rex was a vegan.
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
simple game
The upper levels are difficult enough to keep you playing for a while. It's a simple family-friendly game.
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ok ... I stand corrected
I read through the cheerleaders condition and found that it may impact breast feeding. I am more aware, wiser. It may not have been merely a cosmetic vanity thing.
I therefore was wrong. I guess I should feel sorry, but I'm wrong and I was wrong to be so quick to judge.
Posted by Marcus at 11:46 AM 0 comments
vanity brings death
I could be sympathetic, but I'm not in this case. A teen girl who was "going to be a doctor" opted for breast surgery. So, was there a problem with the breasts ... no. She apparently, being a cheerleader, had that idea that she didn't have good enough bounce. So, she wanted perfect boobs. It is a vanity thing. Another sad note is that doctors are ready and willing to alter breasts of kids. She was a teen, who knows how her life would have changed -- and her bust line, with age. What a waste! Killed by vanity.
or insecurity, but it was to have "better breasts" for ...
that's right, nothing. It would not have made her more capable of lactating, it was likely for looks.
Posted by Marcus at 11:30 AM 0 comments
Surf's Up
I watched this movie and my attention was not up, not raised, not peeked. It was a boring movie. It had simple enough metaphors and morals: "do your best", "keep your friends", "sometimes just have fun and don't be competitive". I won't watch this this twice.
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
one pimp didn't hear clearly
Yo, Whack a Mole!
Uh, I think yo pimp buddy toad yo, "smack dat ho", not whack a mole
Turn down your stereo once in a while.
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one month later
FWCS decides to fire a child seducer. Huh... that makes sense. He must have understood the message to be, "no child's behind left", right?
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cutting
No ... not getting attention, but intentional disaster. Ending ... ending, I like someone and she has done something few have done --- moved me, like lifting a mountain. I persist on not having emotions, robotic and unhappy emo. Still, she pushed, moved and in subtle moves made me care. I met her for lunch ... just friends, how we will be.
To touch her now is to hurt, panicked frenzied pain of my own creation. It was wrong and now I suffer my chosen Hell of emotion -- fire licks my feet, anchors weigh down my down-turned face. I risked a game and though I liked playing, I had to let her go -- she was never, ever mine.
Her birthday gifts to me sent a painful reminder of what might have been ... she, I, us, we, couple
now, friends.
I miss that, her, us, but it was my fault for it should not have been. No pity, no sympathy, just lamenting the end.
Posted by Marcus at 1:47 PM 0 comments
Tips from other schools
Well, while FWCS deliberates whether they should fire a child-seducing assistant principal, this school outright fires a teacher for a different offense. I still don't understand why FWCS would wait to fire the punk.
FWCS you are in the wrong.
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Monday, March 24, 2008
4,000
Well. I know that I have written and spoken ill of the government and the causes to go to war and the war itself, but when you have a "news" story about 4,000 lives being lost ... move on Jack. I agree, ultimately, you don't want your military to die, but face it -- military personnel die. It has been now six years now ... 4,000 lives lost. As a whole, that isn't significant considering the muslim sympathizer in the military who grenaded his own platoon. Take out these lives and we haven't reached 4,000. I would suggest that he demonstrated what protesters don't accept. There are people who are militant and crazy and will kill without regard.
I don't support the position of WMD and Hussein's ties to Osama, but ... we are there and the government isn't stable yet. In fact, the local areas are either more militant and stable or in chaos now. Withdrawing forces would not "embolden" the enemy as stated, but rather either solidify the resistance or crush it. Once crushed ... it wouldn't resurface for a long, long time -- too late to save people.
The 4,000 number tragedy might be hailed by those who believe that 300 like the movie could have done the job in Afghanistan and Iraq. I guess they didn't remember history in that the Nazi blitzkreig worked, but they fell. Normandy stayed at a terrible price, but ... it was with time and people that made it happen. Sad to write, but we have to stay in some areas to make it work.
4,000 is just a number and a small one statistically for the number deployed, stayed, engaged and the time being there. It is a low number.
Posted by Marcus at 1:17 PM 0 comments
Enchanted
This Disney movie was OK, but not stellar. It had some re-watchability, but wasn't packed with songs. It had a reasonable plot, funny characters (two-dimensional to reality in more ways than one), with a happy ending. A life irony was Timothy Spall aka Peter Pettigrew battled a mouse. So, Mark Williams who was in 101 Dalmatians goes to Harry Potter and Timothy from Harry Potter to Disney, isn't that ironic? OK, no it isn't, just a useless factoid.
I hope they do more of these movies, Enchanted, rather than Wizard of Oz, poorly done with a singer who has raunchy lyrics or sequel three to a once-good classic movie. I don't want to know about (Love) Flubber No. 9 or Mulan: From Russia With Love or Son of a Stitch! (Lilo's Day) the like.
I suggest that you would like it if you generally like Disney movies. I wouldn't buy it, but might watch it again.
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Pay now ... get ripped off now
TV EXTRAS, ACTORS, MODELS/ NO EXP. REQ'D/ $500+DAY
Company: $500 PLUS PER DAY/ MOVIE EXTRAS NEEDED
Well, I first looked on the net to see if it was a scam. I also spoke with Jason as did this person. When I said I wasn't interested in paying anything upfront, he hung up immediately. You get the privilege of paying $40 up front. I didn't go for it.
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Sunday, March 23, 2008
Bee Movie
Aptly named for it was all about bees and it wasn't an "A" movie. I'm not sure that I would give it a B, maybe a C. I wouldn't buy it. It had a lot of potential, but I don't think it exploited much of the potential it had.
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"Hello Charlie" by Charles Hess and Davin Seay
The book was written by one of the self-proclaimed "Apple Dumpling Gang" of cold case file detectives. The book has an awkward format. Granted, unlike many other true crime novels, it details quite a bit of the backgrounds of the investigators. The bulk of the book is rather rambling. The useful part of this book is simple, people are stupid.
While difficult to follow, the suspect at the beginning of the book is arrested on murder charges. The investigators are doing background checks on him, which ties him to other murders. They interviewed people who knew the convict (and suspect). They didn't notice anything peculiar though he liked to destroy things. There weren't any signs, but he liked fire. He never set off any red flags, but he did robbery and killed pets nailing them to the wall to scare the occupants. He wasn't violent but punched walls and choked his wives. He showed no strange sexual fantasies, but favored little girls and tried to have sex with his male partner in crime who wasn't gay. He didn't do much serious crime, but stole vehicles, did armed robbery and was a drug dealer (trafficker by definition). He also murdered, but I detailing the other crimes and signs that clearly red flagged him as evil and bad.
Not guilty?
So, had anyone had a little mind. much of his violence and crime could have been prevented before it happened. I walk away from this book knowing that police work is made even harder when the officers have to talk with completely stupid people.
+ also, term "mass murderer" is inaccurate, as he was a serial murderer, not mass murderer by definition
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
Indiana Spring
What is it like, you might wonder. New York has snow, ice, snow, and sun. Last night Indiana has ice, rain, snow, and thunderstorms. I found my car frozen shut and by noon, snow had melted away much of what was "Winter signs". I expect Indiana to be hit with tornadoes this year, I hope they are prepared.
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So that things are clear here
I should understand that an assistant principal who seduces a child may lose his job? Huh. I wonder why people may be moving out of the district then. I would want the school to be fairly prompt with their actions, not him-hawing about the whole thing. Well, he may be innocent of the charges despite claiming guilt. What a farce! I suppose that FWCS won't see the consequences of a slow action on their part. I would not feel safe sending my kids to a school where they may or may not fire a man who seduces students (in this case high schoolers.
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Friday, March 21, 2008
not King
I saw a little blurb comparing Obama to Dr. Martin Luther King. Failing to think of another analogy, an American Bald Eagle (King) can't be compared to a cowbird by many means. Obama is not King by any measure. Dr. Martin Luther King was a unifier who sought the equality of all persons. I don't remember him ending speeches with, "looking forward to your vote this fall" or the use of "change" as an article like "the". It would help if Obama mentioned what his plans are, rather than the typical ...
I have plans
We need change
I am not like Hillary
I'm Black and I'm proud
What I won't remind you is that I'm new to all of this, have made some poor relationships along the way with butting heads, so if I were to "win" the Presidency, I would indeed be ostracized for a number of reasons, some of which are the course of me pushing away people abruptly. I am not a uniter, and I don't walk the talk and don't walk the walk.
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Thursday, March 20, 2008
Deuce Bigalo
European adventure ... not so good. I think it was a typical sequel being not as good as the first one. It had very few funny parts. I'm not really sure who is supposed to laugh at the drug jokes like Deuce getting high on spiked cake.
Posted by Marcus at 9:41 AM 0 comments
reviewing Hook cast
Well, I'll be a monkey's uncle! Glenn Close and Crosby there! I never made the connection.+
+ "Mr. Obvious" show
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Funny, these pick-up tips didn't work for me!
Chris lied to me! Darn you Tom Arnold!
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convinced
Could you convince people that they were abducted by aliens? First, people who "want to believe" would be easier to sway, but could you convince people that they were abducted by aliens for 8 hours, then returned. My first statement of, "no" was wrong as I didn't include the factor of 8 hours. Our first general statement was, 'at all' that I said, "no". Given a time frame of a month kidnapped by someone or people, most people could be convinced for the mind is weak enough to fold, regardless how strong.
I would contend that about thirty percent of people are susceptible to more dramatic suggestion. Studies in advertising show that people are generally lemmings or sheep and are programmed fairly easily with commercials. That being fact, I would like to more specially focus on more urban legendary or myth. I willing accepted that people are taken daily by other people. Of this population, few are taken by our people. Americans are taken by the government, but ... read this. I am not writing that the government habitually takes the typical Bubba. I would contend that the US has taken problem people away. I think that at times, they have had poor criteria for selecting those people.
I do not believe in alien abductions! I don't believe that aliens were poor fliers or were apprehended by Earth weapons.
I do know that people are convinced otherwise by themselves or others.
If, as my friend suggested, that someone wanted to tag a person to examine tracking abilities, a better target would be a metro person not a hillbilly in backwoods, name-a-state. Other than an over-productive incest gland, how would the abductor use the abductee? That goes to a point of asking, but I will stick with making others believe.
Could someone make me believe that ghosts exist ... no. I don't believe this because I don't believe in planet bound post existence. Why would these things stick around ... on Earth? I don't believe in aliens watching Earth much, but will surrender to the idea of other lifeforms. It is not surprising to me that lower-imagination people have humanoids working with them. Most of life on Earth is bacterial, aquatic, insect, reptile, or four-legged (in that order I think). The likelihood of upright humanoids is statistically insignificant.
I am a skeptic and a realist. I could not be convinced that two legged aliens grabbed me and released me. Those abductees polled generally had a working knowledge of pop culture, TV shows and commercial products. Is it coincidence that they don't nab the MIT professor or the SUN Systems program project manager or the senior robotics engineer of a company? They tend not to have genetic research biologists taken while doing a field survey.
Can a layperson be fooled into thinking they were taken by aliens, yes. Could just anyone, no. Sad to write that some people are taken, brutally handled and freed, then their mind makes a new perspective for the reality is too much to bear. I stand by that about thirty percent of people might be short-term swayed into drastically changing their concept of reality, while only eighteen percent would ever mostly-permanently keep this change.
++ a short note, alien abductions are always too contrived for belief, no matter how sincere the person is
Posted by Marcus at 1:12 PM 0 comments
intersting conundrum re-visited
susceptibility
On both sides you have an act of faith. As far as Christianity goes I will add that regardless of the age of the Earth you believe, you still have to take a leap of faith regarding the creation of humans (man). As an evolution proponent, you have to accept that there are missing steps from primate to man. Both sides accept a rationalization for the missing evidence.
Keith and I had an interesting discussion on faith, susceptibility, receptiveness, rationale, and reasoning. Can reasonable and rational people be convinced of things in direct opposition to their core beliefs? Can any person write down the steps, start to finish, the creation theory with partial or inclusive evolution or the denial of it? Can evolutionists write full steps of evolution start to present and explain what "causes" life in an otherwise viable collection of matter?
First, a person must understand part of how a person learns, thinks, and develops. When things don't match, then there is a logical conflict. Whereas you have the creation theory (or faith), which has some logistical flaws, you have to reason out the errors. If the bible's account of the creation is accurate to human standards, then it is beyond the scope of possibility unless you give miracles to 90% of the bible. This itself causes a problem because the bible itself is not error-free.
Problems with the bible are: it is an abridged text, selected volumes by a monk collective. If you are at all a more diverse person with an understand or exposure to the dead sea scrolls, you will be aware also of the Gnostic monks generally known for their bible efforts. The bible that the mid-20th century and later 20th century folk experienced was the King James version. It's important to remember the term, "version", as that is a clinching phrase.
In the 60's, you had a resurgence of counter-culture and abandonment of the church, so true were people wanting to reach the layperson. These people revised the bible in more modern American English vernacular. This again is a version of a version -- altering the text and the meaning. Language is a mighty, powerful and Babel-esque divisive tool. Now there are many versions ... Latin, Catholic, many protestant versions (New American, NIV, NIV II, American Standard, etc.)
So, if you are to accept the bible as the word of God, pure and unquestionable, which version is correct? That, readers, is the error with the bible being the one, true pure word of God. I will not go into the level of inconsistencies with God's reversal of judgment from the Old Testament seeking sacrifices and stoning deaths for minor offenses to Christ's entry and message of, "love" to the point of forgiveness for all persons. This is not to mention the book of Revelations were, again the wicked or sinful are smote and drawn into Hell.
Another thing readers tend to forget is that the books of the bible weren't written start to finish by the "author" as they are attributed. Any bible scholar will report that the book of Luke was not wholly written by Luke. If so, is that all he wrote -- certainly not! The books of the four were written after they died. That's a neat feat for the HUMAN dead. The bible doesn't have any entries by women who were part of the ceremonies in the early parts of Christianity. I'll stop here showing just a few of the limitations of the bible. It is, however, an important book especially if you are Christian.
Creation is not without flaws also. The work of fossil hunting wasn't done much during the 14th century and really wasn't started until the 16th century by the few and wealthy. The more educated were the clerics who could not develop a science that countered the norm standards and powers of the church, so ... you had some educated people searching, but generally it was by luck.
Most fossils aren't "gosh -- lookee there, a whole dinosaur with scales, eyes, etc". I wouldn't doubt that some of the fossils were dragons that were completely and utterly destroyed out of fear. Other fossil rocks were dismissed or used in the manufacturing of homes, tools, etc. and lost forever. As far as the evolution of man ... well, there is the problem.
There are no fossils of the single-celled organism that spawned all life on Earth. There are no fossil records of the the missing link. There are problems in the stratification dating of items:
you know that this area is this old because of rocks and fossils, which you use to verify other dates, but ... if there isn't radio-active dating possible on the local rocks, you have to guess that the rocks are not pushed up from tectonic movement some time last century. If so, your whole time scale is millions or more off. Also, old dating is used as a center point to date more reliable finds. So, rather than use the new find, with more testable features, you go back to the old, "pottery of the 4,000 B.C. (BCE) was found here, so it is this old.
So the questions neither can answer are tough. Creationists can't fully deny evolution, sorry folks, that's a demonstrated fact. Creationists also might want to reconsider the thought of a small family (Noah) breeding everyone on the planet, as well as the two of each species. How, in the short span of the bible did Noah's offspring get to Norway, Australia, the Americas, Mongolia, Hawaii, and these places were "hidden" and unknown to the general populace? How could two of an animal spawn thousands of different species? I will note the incest thing of Noah, but I think you anticipated that.
Evolutionists can't fully write the story of evolution and there are missing links between man and other primate. Also, mentioned by Keith, et al, modern man has no strong limiting factors like predators. I mentioned that technically people do eat people, but societies developed a taboo on these practices for health and group function.
In either group, people are susceptible to suggestion either way. Because humans don't have to spend so much of their existence just surviving long enough to breed (some sociologists might make a strong case in some cultures and subcultures that breeding supersedes survival) they can wonder why they exist and how. Because life is an enigma and generally people are more emotionally sound when things are reasonable, most people have a "pretty good idea of why things are". Generally, though people are less intelligent than they would like to think they are.
Did one guy write the bible ... uh, no. Only through a collective do we have any knowledge at all. We therefore rely on other people for information and baseline data. I doubt that any person could look at the world and, having no knowledge of much of anything, come up with what we know and learn today. People are swayed by people and there is a certain level of susceptibility individually and as a group. How receptive you are defines how malleable you are. Moreover, you are more receptive to things that can fit into your preexisting perspective (Tetris).
So, believe who are silly putty are more easily shaped while iron working is possible, it takes a long time. Another factor is the "I want to believe"+ factor. You want to believe something that does a best fit and miracle job of making things just right. Sadly, nothing is just right for there are leaps of faith you have to make, either as an evolutionist or a Christian.
I believe the bible is a good guide for behavior, in that the the commandments were not too difficult to follow and that the teaching of Christ's love everyone, while very difficult to do, is simple enough to try. I do not, however, believe that God was able to meaningfully convey existence to people who were not too bright. How do you explain a million years or a billion years to someone who maybe has counted to a thousand? How do you explain oceans and other continents to someone who will grow, live and die in the desert (Luke Skywalker's would-be fate)? How do you explain marsupials and monotremes to people who don't understand animal husbandry?
I think God has tried very hard to explain the simple to a simple breed of thing -- humans, in a way that somewhat makes sense. Made man in his own image shouldn't mean that God is humanoid or has two eyes, etc. Could you fully explain to a three year-old or some adults of a disembodied entity that created everything? How about souls? The bible isn't written like a newspaper or like an encyclopedia. You should read it for the basics. In the end, you should love others as God loves you.
As far as creation goes, well ... I think people trying to put humans and dinosaurs together are wrong. I think the concept of 10,000 years old or younger is wrong. It can be argued that man, however genetically linked to other primates we might be, is not the same critter. In the end, language, which enables greater thought and expression separates apes and man. They communicate in many ways like and unlike us, but don't have a written language, but have been spared extinction because of language.
I once would have typed that God created evolution, even within man, and let him sort it out, impacting him with His word, filtered as it was. Now, I would write that no ... this puzzle is still not complete despite the "4-6 years "printed on the box. Please note my timid and regrettably non-committal vernacular; I guess I believe in God, Christ, but not the Holy Ghost, and in evolution. My Zen collection is that genetically we are all linked together, the many "races" finally rejoining into a homogeneous species of generalized humans. There is the only short-term recorded human evolution apart from disease-resistance and other small adaptations (wisdom teeth) and later greater visual
dependence. We are smaller than the whole of the world, each being important to a small degree to a larger impossible to see thing.
An ant cannot perceive the globe as we cannot perceive the whole of existence.
+ accredited to Christ Carter of, "X Files" fame
Posted by Marcus at 11:05 AM 1 comments
I'm telling you ...
The Mouse was this big, dude! It was fire-breathing, eight feet tall, no ordinary mouse. Yes, Sylvester was a kitten once too.
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
3 dogs, naughty in their own ways
Ekko likes to crawl the wood fence, jump, then run around the neighborhood, especially near a neighbor who doesn't like dogs, for she has cats. Doh!
While not especially naughty, Cheyenne instigates a number of entanglements with brother Ekko with toys, either theirs or other person's toys.
Maia likes to "hide" toys in furniture or "just out of her reach" so the person near her has to retrieve it and throw the said item. She also is an avid beggar without cause.
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go from here
What I have left isn't so pretty, but with time and effort, it can be cleaner, and perhaps better and more cherished than before.
Posted by Marcus at 10:38 AM 0 comments
coming to close on a chapter
So ... it was not to be, permanent and I knew that.
It appears that my "partnership" with this special woman will forever change as I encourage her to return to her relationship with 'him'. He made an effort to make things better, to improve things, to reunite them as a couple. How could I interfere with that? I encouraged her to pursue that possibility. She was worried that she would lose me, but really what will happen is that she and I will separate and be friends -- nothing more.
It's a lot better than the many breakups I've had ... I don't really feel bad, sorry, or terribly ill. I still have a friend, with whom I have shared some interesting times, personal goals, secrets, and parts of me I rarely share for she inspired me to do stupid things to impress her or to make her happy, even at the cost of my would-be "dignity".
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Monday, March 17, 2008
be still, my wallet
Bill Clinton visits Fort Wayne. His Pinocchio nose was on time, but he was 15 minutes late! I, state your lie, do solemnly swear to lie about the truth, conjure up a whole new truth, so help me fraud. Wow, and to think that many of his supporters will be aching with a St. Patrick's Day hangover, surprisingly ironic since Clinton likes green (as money is green).
I am looking forward to your dedicated and blind voting this election for my wife and all my fellow asses, er, I mean democrats so that we can win big this Fall. I'm keen on getting to the White House again, without all the stuff like 'work' to be done. I can more fully dedicate my time to helping young intern minds and bodies grow to their natural potential.
Posted by Marcus at 1:53 PM 0 comments
crazy aside
I did get fired from my job. The exit interview, a bad idea in my opinion, went like. You are [gruff] when approached. That was correct, as my team leader made every day like a Rob Zombie roller coaster without the pleasant end of the ride. Instead, I'm sure there was either a perpetual loop or simple a section of incomplete track leading to "my" end. Anyway, I could have told the third person in charge who conducted the interview this, but ...
my team leader was in the room with me. So, I can't berate that person in front of her, making any headway. Even though I will not use this short-lived job as a reference, I don't want to burn any bridges. Making enemies is a bad policy. So, I have been submitting electronic resume's again.
I'm not sore about it. The days were long and unpleasant, I didn't get fired unreasonably, and so there is no bad blood. They didn't think I would pan out, making that decision before the 90 day period. Technically, I was hoping to be transfered to another team to do a better job -- not having the stress of the team leader there.
Posted by Marcus at 1:07 PM 0 comments
I hate to pick on the poor place, but ...
Creation Museum? OK, that's an odd idea. When you get through looking at the YouTube videos on the place, then examine the prices, I think the place will admission fee itself out of existence. If you didn't know about this Flunktucky place, then goto YouTube and watch. Most interesting is the haphazard inclusion of dinosaurs in the garden of Eden with Adam and Eve, also using a Earth's life of ~6,000 years old. That's a really tough sell. It was a bad investment for those people who made the investment.
Please compare prices:
Creation Museum:
- Adult (13-59 yrs): $19.95
- Senior (60 yrs & up): $14.95
- Children (5-12 yrs): $9.95
- Children (under 5 yrs): Free
- Planetarium with admission: $7
Youth (ages 2-17) | $8.50 | ||
Adult (ages 18-59) | $13.50 | ||
Senior (60+) | $12.50 |
Children's Museum of Chicago:
Children | $9.00 |
Adults | $9.00 |
Seniors | $8.00 |
CCM Members | Free |
Children under one | Free |
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If I were planning a trip to see a museum, I know Chicago is really neat, however a hassle to navigate, Indy is easier. Both are cheaper.
Posted by Marcus at 11:51 AM 0 comments
So, at work ...
They brought me into an office at 4:30 ...
I played the part of Mr. Kenny.
I didn't have a good attitude about work. That, actually wasn't accurate, I didn't mind my job, but rather my team leader. Since I "didn't like my job", they felt it was best if they let me go within the 90 period. So ... here I am. Yes, I'm disappointed with the change, but I am now stressed in a different manner, not the stress I had at work.
Posted by Marcus at 11:06 AM 1 comments
Sunday, March 09, 2008
local
I saw FAME with a friend yesterday. It is a gathering of Fine Arts, in this case the Northeast. If you like children's art, music, and some of the "touristy" feel, without the fiery smell of campfires from Johnny Appleseed (who was walking around there, BTW) and the clarity of arts without the price of Civic Center and FWMA, then next year, try it!
Posted by Marcus at 10:33 AM 1 comments
Friday, March 07, 2008
Jon wants money
SPECIAL ELECTION IN INDIANA
In the next 72 hours we have a special Election in Indiana.
My name is Jon Elrod, I am running for Congress.
I am asking for your URGENT donation ["Land ... see snatch] + to help us mobilize the vote for Tuesday.
We need to purchase some crucial TV advertising:
A Donation of $1,000 to Our Media Fund can get this done!
We need some assistance making phone calls:
A Donation of $250 to Our Phone Banking Fund can get the phones ringing!
We need to get fellow Hoosiers to the polls:
A Donation of $100 to Our Grassroots Fund can have those door knobs knocking!
The people of Indiana need determined and diligent leadership who will stand up and fight for what they believe.
This race will be decided in just 72 hours.
Can I count on your support?
I also need your help to volunteer for the campaign. You can go to my website, www.jonelrod.com and sign up to volunteer.
Thank you. These last crucial dollars will help us to victory. Any amount is appreciated. To learn more about the campaign www.jonelrod.com
Best regards,
Jon Elrod
Candidate for U.S. Congress, District 7
P.S. Please feel free to send this email to family and friends. Thank you again. I appreciate you taking the time to read this email.
JonElrod.com
5329 South Emerson Ave.
Indianapolis, IN 46237
United States
+ "Blazing Saddles"
Posted by Marcus at 5:17 PM 0 comments
Monday, March 03, 2008
while as reccomended to me ...
Man On Fire with Denzel Washington was a fair movie. While it was long, it was chock full of retribution, torture of the wicked and redemption. Sadly, the end isn't what you'd expect.
Posted by Marcus at 6:26 PM 0 comments
Donut day for Me
No, it wasn't chocolate or glazed, or filled. It was a message on the email at work ...
my car type, similar color, very close license plate ... flat tire
yep, it was mine.
So, in the rain I changed my tire. I thought it was a full-sized tire, but it was a smaller one. It is technically a donut, but it is closer in size than others.
I wonder where the hole is. I dropped it off at Firestone and hopefully they can fix it, rather than me having to immediately replace it.
Posted by Marcus at 5:28 PM 0 comments
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Like, yaknow
Either MSNBC or CNN had some girl report from a girl who, "talked to [them] all the time" in relation to recent shootings. Yeah. That's intelligent reporting. I think they should include such irrefutable statements as, "I seen it", "We R like BFF, lol!" Like, reporter Doogie is so very reporting, onseen. "Wow, totl whoa, rocks bad dude, dont come, totl unfair."
Txt reprtr Doogie
Posted by Marcus at 8:25 PM 0 comments
good day
I have finally wiped out one part of my memory ... my ex's birthday is obliterated from my memory. I hope, with time, the wind, water, snow, and sand will further wipe away the memories.
Posted by Marcus at 7:58 PM 0 comments
So tired ... don't remember
what I have put on the blog ... pardon me if this is a repeat.
I was down in Indy area a couple weekends ago. On the way back, I messed up on 38 East and instead of picking up 69, I went through West Anderson. It was a little run down. It rather reminded me of a time warp, people mostly stuck int he 70s, some never leaving their little hub in West Anderson. Anyway, I stopped in to a gas station and got directions, simple enough, to get to I-69.
So, on that Sunday night, I got to drive on Dr. Martin Luther King Drive (business 9 in Anderson) and later, Ronald Reagan expressway, I-69 along Fort Wayne's West side. While I didn't drive on famous routes, I got to drive on routes named after famous and important people.
Posted by Marcus at 6:55 PM 0 comments
I feel like roadkill
I feel run over and squished. I got a cold from work, family, and friends -- either the same one, or a happy party of different virus merging together in my body. I hope that my white blood count goes up and passes out the tequila at the party for a one-time surge of viral activity followed by fights between the germs and finally the incapacity and death of the germs, who would vow not to enter my body for "free tequila night" ever again.
I slept most of today -- so it was wasted on rest.
Posted by Marcus at 6:51 PM 0 comments