Gradually degenerating into ignorance and complacency.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

game over

one pimp didn't hear clearly

Yo, Whack a Mole!
Uh, I think yo pimp buddy toad yo, "smack dat ho", not whack a mole

Turn down your stereo once in a while.

one month later

FWCS decides to fire a child seducer. Huh... that makes sense. He must have understood the message to be, "no child's behind left", right?

cutting

No ... not getting attention, but intentional disaster. Ending ... ending, I like someone and she has done something few have done --- moved me, like lifting a mountain. I persist on not having emotions, robotic and unhappy emo. Still, she pushed, moved and in subtle moves made me care. I met her for lunch ... just friends, how we will be.

To touch her now is to hurt, panicked frenzied pain of my own creation. It was wrong and now I suffer my chosen Hell of emotion -- fire licks my feet, anchors weigh down my down-turned face. I risked a game and though I liked playing, I had to let her go -- she was never, ever mine.

Her birthday gifts to me sent a painful reminder of what might have been ... she, I, us, we, couple

now, friends.

I miss that, her, us, but it was my fault for it should not have been. No pity, no sympathy, just lamenting the end.

Tips from other schools

Well, while FWCS deliberates whether they should fire a child-seducing assistant principal, this school outright fires a teacher for a different offense. I still don't understand why FWCS would wait to fire the punk.

FWCS you are in the wrong.