Gradually degenerating into ignorance and complacency.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
fireflies
These two were investigating each other. I am not sure whether they are ready to battle or trying to determine sex.
Posted by Marcus at 11:24 PM 0 comments
What was supposed to be tough, was about 6 minutes of work
Start Date | Name | formula for guesswork | 401K | Plan | Retirement | $100,000.00 | Standard payout |
2/15/1982 | Burns, Ken | $ 49,358.44 | $ 63,178.81 | Prem | $100,000.00 | ||
2/15/1982 | Simpson, Homer | $ 43,632.01 | $ 55,848.98 | Anthem | $ 55,848.98 | ||
2/15/1982 | Stewart, Martha | $ 69,835.06 | $ 89,388.88 | Prem | $100,000.00 | ||
2/15/1982 | Astley, Rick | $ 38,804.32 | $ 49,669.53 | Anthem | $ 49,669.53 | ||
2/15/1982 | Morton, Bob | $285,583.13 | $365,546.40 | Anthem | $365,546.40 | ||
2/15/1982 | Ryerson, Ned | $219,862.43 | $281,423.91 | Prem | $100,000.00 | ||
2/15/1982 | Chuck, Phil | $165,334.91 | $211,628.69 | Prem | $100,000.00 | ||
2/15/1982 | Moorehead, Craven | $ 32,274.14 | $ 41,310.90 | Anthem | $ 41,310.90 | ||
2/15/1982 | Butkisser, Best | $135,971.80 | $174,043.91 | Anthem | $174,043.91 |
=(RAND()*500)*1000
=C2*1.28
=IF(E2="Prem", STANDPAY, D2)
My nephew and his prof had a challenge with something like this. I don't see how it was tough.
Posted by Marcus at 10:42 PM 0 comments
on losing faith and questions no one can answer
I got very frustrated working on my sister's house. I got so mad, I began to favor losing faith than just coping with the stupidities of the situation. I was impassioned with anger. Satan's rapture? Anyway, I started getting angry with God. Yep, He was to blame for the inane and mundane randomness for the whole universe. Look, I tore a paper, that's God's fault. Then a series of under-the-surface thoughts came in with "why do good people suffer", "why is there hunger in the world", "why is there murder and rape". There are, of course, no easy answers.
If I thought that God knew everything, facilitated everything, and could intervene at any time, why not to people suffering? I started with my shaking fist at the stupidity of getting the titles into position. Then any little thing after that got me more bitter. It was a lot easier to blame God than to accept that I could cope with stupid crap.
By the end of two days, I was a bit better and less out of sorts. While I don't understand how stubbing my toe at 2:00 in the morning really pans out to God's ultimate plan for the universe, nor the rape and torture of people+ helping humanity to get to God, I am not as bitter, for sure.
Even if I lose faith, allowing it to slip from my heart and mind, I will not lead others to follow. Without hope, faith, direction, compassion, structure (including law), a person is in an anarchial hell. Without the goal of helping the whole species and moreover all species of the planet, why live? If a person is without purpose, they will die sooner and more miserably. How could I support that? Regardless if I let my faith die, I shall not encourage others to follow.
+ my mind played out the situation of a man (father for example) who rapes an infant. So, the infant deserved the torture because it was born with original sin ... no; bullshit; wrong! Where was God on the child's behalf? This is a question that bugs me.
Posted by Marcus at 11:04 AM 2 comments
cuteness button
If you will look, she has ball in her mouth at the same time.
Here she is wild ... her norm.
Posted by Marcus at 9:20 AM 0 comments Labels: photos, video
more work photos
The tiles pissed me off, so I stopped trying to work with them. My sister was equally peeved and quit. Well, my brother-in-law gets them now.
Posted by Marcus at 8:03 AM 0 comments Labels: photos